21 March 99


superduper electronic
      nay, electrical
        thunderstorm last nite
  with explosions + sparks
   flash flash flashing

Ay am everchanging
         Nothingness
  My face is beauty
     Your eyes
       pull me in

 oh my goddess !
           he makes me smile

  makes my insides turn
    into ecstatic joy
    travelling on a spell
          the eyes
                 laughing

   the face
        of the crying soul

   changing

  black
      Black
          black

     i Am

    Ay am 3
 
      Ai am the lightning
        crashing
        blinding

          gone
          black

  ecstatic joy is not quite right
      more laughing smiling
        a joke wonderful
         so good that i don't exist
       I am turned into laughter

a whirlwind a maelstrom
     a thunderstorm

The universe exists in your eyes
   We are beautiful
      I am dead
     I am a flower
   The red light of the
                   setting sun

 The cosmic joke
    whose mirth is so
        rarely shared.

oh well
   as long as someone gets it
      and is laughing their head off


  I am majick
      Do you love me
    do you feel the wind?

 why don't you talk to me?
    how can we fill the empty
    spaces
 why don't ay listen?

 wind moves. it does not listen.
   Iy only hear when ay stop moving.

 The wind so beautiful
           it brings tears to my eyes.

  I love you
        and I love that part
     of myself
  
   That's all I know of love.
     It's all within me
   The beginning and the end.

   And my eyes are full of fire.