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oh my goddd where is it?? it's gone! all gone!! lost lost electronic oblivion!! gone gone gone! i have no words what did i feel what did i sing when i was real? no magnetic memory to remind me what it was i can't make noise i don't know how i can't break the barrier i could not live with the pain and now i don't even remember it. it was how i defined myself without it, i am nothing Nothing! now i can't make the sounddd is it somewhere? somewhere? it was so So Real... so real where did it come from where did it go go there were others, weren't there! and i wrote something down. where is it then! where would it be? in the notebook!?! on a different diskette? no? gone? gone! aaaaaahhhhhh it's not just the ooohooh! no! see? you can't see. the past is passed. and now and now and now i could not live with the pain so i died. i died. i slipped beneath the waters. the barrier is inside, not out. the voice comes from the inside |