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i'm lonely i'm still alive i'm wandering around searching for something but i don't know what death, are you out there? me, do you still exist? if you look back, what do you see? who am i? what happened somewhen between wiesbaden and georgia between sherlock holmes and jupiter wandering around as if i might blindly bump into whatever it is i need to find cyberspace is a lie it makes you think the world is connected but there's nothing out there every day there's less why live here anymore all the beautiful trees are being cut down just to build more ugly buildings everything is doomed i've lost it words words and realities is this a normal progression you, too, can go to zanzibar i'm lonely how could i go and leave myself here all alone like this? where did i go? i could have had the decency to at least put myself out of my misery i'm not real anymore i've lost it i'm just wandering around on the outside now for the past thirteen years oh please answer, my lifeline to the net i feel so cut off when you disconnect my heartbeat is in the music don't take it away like that -ok Toe bur ei tEn neunakt- gloomy ramblings of an ex suicidal being no blood to spill no yellow brick road to follow no wizard to fix it and make it all right we are all magic i never left i never died magic changes why can't i feel beauty? if i can't believe what i used to believe why can't i believe anything at all? love doesn't help sweet and cozy but i'm still falling in the middle of nowhere |